Love follows the bread crumbs, says thank you to God

June 25, 2012

source Where I was… it was insanity. Where I am now… is not insanity. Insanity was just days 5, 6, 7, and 8 with no sleep. Everything from the joys (and there were sublime joys) to the terrors – I can’t call it anything other than insanity. I need not to be there. I need […]

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Love says no sleep thank you’s

June 18, 2012

source The body can recuperate…. from 170 hours of no sleep… and it has…remarkably well. I’m exhausted, but that’s my normal sleep deprived self. That’s my thorn. That’s OK. Everybody has one. Love isn’t thorn free. But what’s not back yet… my mind… my spirit… my attention… they are constantly being drawn to those hours… […]

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Love tries to remember what the dormouse said

June 15, 2012

When logic and proportion… have fallen sloppy dead… and the White Knight… is talking backwards… and the Red Queen is… “Off with her head!” Remember… what the dormouse said. I cannot get this song out of my head now. I play it again and again and again. And that’s a good thing, really. It’s pushing […]

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Love clings to real

June 12, 2012

source I have not been in our reality. It was 170 hours or so with no sleep. I’ll get those numbers out of the way first. It happens… three times over the last three years…never this bad It’s part of what I call my “sleep thing”. Technically it’s “latent insomnia”. And it seems, after 15 […]

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Love and disappearing…

June 9, 2012

I have disappeared this week. I had no choice. It happens once, maybe twice a year. I fight through it. This time it won. I just slept for 90 minutes. Before that was 15o ir something hours without sleep. Some of my mind is back as I write this…only some. And I remember every slip […]

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Love does not choose the “Oy” way through the storms of life

June 5, 2012

And so…recently there was that huge and costly hailstorm… Then there were some uber, crazy heavy temptations. Oy! ¯\(°_o)/¯ I reacted the wrong way to the trials… and mostly the right way… and a few ways in between. And I’ve been thinking of the best ways to react in the storms of life. And before […]

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Love weaves a door…in the storms of life

June 3, 2012

source Now let’s see… in the metaphor… the sticks and leaves are supportive people and things… the weight bearing beam of the shelter is God… and the approaching storm? That’s…you know…stuff. I’ve been considering the building of a shelter in the storms of life…it started here. So… where did I leave off? Oh yeah… layering […]

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