Love me some quotes from Alice in Wonderland (pt3)

July 18, 2012

source Alice in Wonderland… enigmatic, puzzling, befuddling… but at its heart, a tale of getting lost, being the wrong size in the wrong place, and dealing with the mayhem that ensues. In the end it’s about finding the way out of “the rabbit hole”. And so the best quotes from Alice in Wonderland…   If […]

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Love me some quotes from Alice in Wonderland (pt2)

July 14, 2012

source It’s just a book, supposedly for children…one strand in the rope that saved me from the oblivion of  the “there and nowhere” of no sleep madness. So just a few posts for… the best “down the rabbit hole” quotes from Alice in Wonderland. …if you drink much from a bottle marked `poison,’ it is […]

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Love me some quotes from Alice in Wonderland (p1)

July 11, 2012

Alice in Wonderland is not a book for children. source There’s a reason Disney has never been able to properly translate it into a movie. It’s about drugs. It’s about insanity. It’s about change, death, rules, logic, illogic and language. But it’s not a children’s book. After my 170 hours of no sleep I needed […]

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Love anchors to God…and here…and now

July 9, 2012

source For 6 weeks I’ve fluttered inconstant…a moth chasing the moon…with a predator following close. I’ve skirted uncharted borderlands… between “here and now” and “there and nowhere”. Seven days with no sleep led to a different reality…from which I struggle to return. The “there and nowhere”… the sleep deprived hallucinations… the delusions, the broken mind… […]

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Love remains the true anchor…the best gravity

July 4, 2012

source There were shadows always circling…whispering. Nothing stayed still: walls, pillows, forks, cups. Windows were portals to places inviting and terrifying… and mirrors became windows to the “there and nowhere”. Everything unreal became my solid reality. The fears, heartaches, longings, captured me. I couldn’t escape. The gravity held me tight. It was all from that […]

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Love says Thank You God (thank you’s #’s 957-967)

July 1, 2012

source Faith is flickering but always present. Hope appears as a mirage…. a wet bar of soap refusing to be held. But there is love. Love remains, even through this ongoing battle… the aftermath of those 7 days in a row with no sleep. And love says “Thank You God” in the way only. love. […]

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Love understands being lost…feeling lost

June 28, 2012

source So many ways to get lost. One shining light always leads home. But the being lost? I get that. I feel lost now. I am lost now. I have been for a month… since the 170 hours with no sleep. All of me yearns to not be lost… part of me craves not to […]

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